This isnt me
freezing in this place
this wasn't you
or so i thought
so i wanted it
to be true
perpetuating disbelief
deceiving conceitedness
from a false relationship
started on curves and smiles
and wanting what you want
for a time
'til you grow bored
the mindgames
a human life for christ's sake!
oh don't worry
i won't mind the disaster i'm creating
there
i'll over look the pain i'm causing
here
find some idiotic way
to blame it on my happiness
pushing it on me
is proving what to you?
that you can sacrafice
what's important for what's fleeting
the truth for a bit of comfort
and all the beauty you compromise
for your vision
your taste of what you think
you can't find in yourself
that having 'a man' is going to justify
your existance
revolves around the fact
that you can say, "well i've got some too"
a little peice
of what i think
i can't find in myself
and i'm looking to burn all the bridges
i can
with this match
and a dirty look
that'll always make you think twice
about your existance
about the un-paid bills
about going to work tomorrow
about finding time for you
about what to do, to get out, to get through
about my health deteriorating
and the constant worry
about losing
communication
about money and society
and how pissed off i am
about being unheard
screaming for help

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