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Author: | Jimbean [ Sat Sep 02, 2006 2:03 am ] |
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here's new shit: drunk at the bar again, she wasn't impressed. holyfuckingshitit'sadinosaur lolmandragon ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "The Shell Zine" Project. S'ok so, I have this friend Michelle, who has recently moved to Florida. She's pretty homesick and hasn't made a lot of new friends down there and misses NY and shit. So, I've been working on a care package to send to her to cheer her up and make her feel special. Amongst other accoutrements I'm including a mini zine with artwork, some personal poems and letters as well as a few passages/poems/letters from professional writers. It's bundled with a cd that serves as a companion piece to it. Here's some of it: and because god loved her so much and his heart ached for all she'd endured he granted her 2 sets of wings Quarter to two. Left me in disconnected phone messages... static recordings, reaching to machines. But I hold the dead air anyway... and cradle it like your ghost. Like the frost that's collected under my fingernails. Scraping at your grave. I don't pretend that these words would move you even a quarter of an inch off your disposition; That there's some sort of empathy that will make us understand eachother. Banging our worries away until we're nothing but one giant genital humping itself into exhaustion. Do you feel my heart beating in it all, my face flush and eyes exploding. And the emptiness adds up like the broken bottles and crushed petals of ex-lover's flowers that trail back and forth in this place, tracing my pacing, as i struggle everlong to find you; Pressing my ears against these walls. Silent for hours. Some naked sentiment you can't find in my pleads and sad eyes. That somehow agitates and pushes you further away. Still I remain, so lonesome I'd beg a bum for conversation, humping everyone into submission, and longing, missing those I really want to be with. Who've left me like some low priority job piling up in my cublicle of white collar hell. And you whisper into my ear And I daydream about bursting into a thousand shards of light with you, sprouting wings and flying into some form of heaven on earth. That only you and I can contain. That's far away from my boss, and my loss, and feeling lost. Not home at home, not anywhere in fact. Now I live on my own calendar that's punctuated with meaningless sex and lonely drunken sessions that string together in some confusing limbo of nothing. But I have a light that leads my way... and it's so fragile. It's more delicate than a brittle heart that would crumble under some stranger's hope. It's beyond whetever sentiment you could imagine to concoct. it's more real than how you see yourself in the mirror staring back at your insecurities. That I kiss away in some pornographic fantasy that's just 2 feet away from reality, from feeling free, which you will never be. So long as you're constantly pulling at the anchor of me. Such Blinding Stars For Starving Eyes Stress The Little Prince Pg. 63-64 "Here is my secret. It's quite simple: One sees clearly only with the heart. Anything essential is invisible to the eyes." "Anything essential is invisible to the eyes," the little prince repeated, in order to remember. "It's the time you spent on your rose that makes your rose so important" "It's the time I spent on my rose..." the little prince repeated, in order to remember. "People have forgotten this truth," the fox said. "But you mustn't forget it. You become responsible forever for what you've tamed. You're responsible for your rose..." "I'm responsible for my rose...." the little prince repeated, in order to remember. Jenova's Witness. Nuclear heart Love is all you really need. Devics http://72.41.1.117/upload/alone_with_you.mp3 "Alone With You" Something has to change, Something has to give. I could rearrange my mind And what I did. If I were to choose, Either way I lose. I could be alone Or be alone with you. Empty space To fill an empty place. Everything I see Is meaningless to me. If it's how you feel, Then it's real. Was I wrong To just go on and on? You never knew that I was gone. What does that say of me? You never thought that I Only needed you just for a little while. Empty space To fill the empty place. Everything I see is meaningless to me. You make me tired, Life wants to live, You just want to watch it Devics http://www.dirkeffertz.com/mp3s/shell/citylights.mp3 "City Lights" here, here let’s just stay here you should love me here here, here let’s just stay here I should love you dear When the wind comes And the sun again my love I’ll be here I found a way true In silence with you What do you hear And what do you want to hear Here, here Get me out of here Wake me under city lights An apple and a kiss on my ear Fly like days Let time erase All our mistakes I found a way true In silence with you What do you hear And what do you want to hear Devics http://www.dirkeffertz.com/mp3s/shell/distantradio.mp3 "Distant Radio" They say you walk closely to the ground To the ground They say you hear voices Singing wires ease your pain Balancing on poles and chains Distant waves on the radio It’s the sound of the weeping Distant waves on the radio And they're calling out your name They say you walk close to the ground To the ground So that you can always hear Distant whispers in your ear Distant waves on the radio It’s the sound of the weeping Distant waves on the radio And they're calling out your name And I’m leaving tonight Gonna get what is mine Voices lead to no good Voices want to have you Distant waves on the radio It’s the sound of the weeping Distant waves on the radio And they're calling out to you Monsters Are Waiting http://myspace.com/monstersarewaiting "Nobody" Converge http://www.dirkeffertz.com/mp3s/shell/m ... stator.mp3 "My Great Devastator" No - I'll lay half empty, half finished, half written, until my end I'll leave the lights on just in case you want to be found again To the dead, I wrote you countless letters dear only some I sent How easy it was for silence to say some of the loudest of things To speak so effortlessly the words and syllables that can crush in an instant To our end, to the dear departed Are you my last chance or the first chapter in the greatest fable ever told For the rope is getting shorter and these days they are getting longer with every ghosts I find They leave no heart unbroken my great devastator To our end, to the dear departed Are you my last chance or the first chapter in the greatest fable ever told I'll leave the lights on just in case you want to be found again My great devastator Denali http://www.dirkeffertz.com/mp3s/shell/nullaby.mp3 "Nullaby" A total incision cuts apart Inject the living, don't you breath too hard No lines to rehearse, no spell, no curse It's all or nothing to wait til tomorrow Before you take it in under your heavy hand Before you get pinned for nothing A light goes farther away, go away Take this body to study and know its name A timeless face will haunt you Don't you worry it's just for a lifetime Before you take it in under your heavy hand Bofore you get pinned for nothing Look around Portishead http://www.dirkeffertz.com/mp3s/shell/roads.mp3 "Roads" Ohh, can't anybody see We've got a war to fight Never found our way Regardless of what they say How can it feel, this wrong From this moment How can it feel, this wrong Storm.. in the morning light I feel No more can I say Frozen to myself I got nobody on my side And surely that ain't right And surely that ain't right Ohh, can't anybody see We've got a war to fight Never found our way Regardless of what they say How can it feel, this wrong From this moment How can it feel, this wrong |
Author: | Jimbean [ Sat Sep 02, 2006 5:06 am ] |
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omgz this guy is nuts http://www.myspace.com/soulboy69 |
Author: | Ultimaj [ Sat Sep 02, 2006 9:47 am ] |
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i demand more of the clown drawings lol |
Author: | Parade [ Sat Sep 02, 2006 11:12 am ] |
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i reeleee like the gundam looking one, with the spikes on her back, thats sick |
Author: | Jimbean [ Sat Sep 02, 2006 11:20 am ] |
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actually that one sucks to a clown drawing I did when I was 16 that I used for the cover of a zine I published back then. it's basically the same composition. check it: Circa 1995 here's some additional old shit: Vicious Circle 2 Circa 1997 (first appearance of the cranky vagina) Drama Diary Circa 1998 Counter Clockwise from the bottom left, moving inward: faded Jesse, Jesse, Devin, Trak piece from 1998, Ali, Tara, Alex, Premek, Maio, Me, Me a more stylized cranky vagina~ unfinished Hippy Wiccan Raver chick I miss Kit Ardent Kit ar-dent /ahrdnt/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[ahr-dnt] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –adjective 1. having, expressive of, or characterized by intense feeling; passionate; fervent: an ardent vow; ardent love. 2. intensely devoted, eager, or enthusiastic; zealous: an ardent theatergoer. an ardent student of French history. 3. vehement; fierce: They were frightened by his ardent, burning eyes. 4. burning, fiery, or hot: the ardent core of a star. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- [Origin: 1325–75; < L ārdent- (s. of ārdēns, prp. of ārdēre to burn), equiv. to ārd- burn + -ent- -ent; r. ME ardant < MF] |
Author: | Parade [ Sat Sep 02, 2006 11:36 am ] |
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gaol you started younger than i though, hey if you dont mind, im going to attempt to photoshop the gundam one. |
Author: | Jimbean [ Sat Sep 02, 2006 11:51 am ] |
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I like your new avatar :D and yeh I've been drawing ever since I was like 5 years, when did you think i started? lol |
Author: | Parade [ Sat Sep 02, 2006 12:34 pm ] |
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thanks :D well i figured you might have started at like 16-17, but i didnt expect you to be good at that age haha |
Author: | Yarr [ Sat Sep 02, 2006 2:15 pm ] |
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Jimbean wrote: I like your new avatar :D and yeh I've been drawing ever since I was like 5 years, when did you think i started? lol
Ive been drawing since I was 4 and guess what. I still fucking suck at it. |
Author: | Jimbean [ Sat Sep 02, 2006 3:11 pm ] |
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lol |
Author: | Hale [ Sun Sep 03, 2006 12:38 am ] |
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I give you an "A" for effertz. LAWL |
Author: | Jimbean [ Sun Sep 03, 2006 1:00 am ] |
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orz like I haven't been getting that all my life lol |
Author: | Parade [ Sun Sep 03, 2006 1:17 am ] |
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Hale wrote: I give you an "A" for effertz. LAWL
that was pretty good... hale i miss you |
Author: | Ponuh [ Sun Sep 03, 2006 2:16 am ] |
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Parade wrote: Hale wrote: I give you an "A" for effertz. LAWL that was pretty good... hale i miss you He hasn't gone anywhere |
Author: | [ Riiari ] [ Sun Sep 03, 2006 2:24 pm ] |
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Very nice :D You have a very cool style, Jim |
Author: | Parade [ Sun Sep 03, 2006 4:59 pm ] |
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Ponuh wrote: Parade wrote: Hale wrote: I give you an "A" for effertz. LAWL that was pretty good... hale i miss you He hasn't gone anywhere hes been missing from my heart |
Author: | Cynic [ Tue Sep 05, 2006 3:42 am ] |
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Jimbean I am extremely inspired by you're work, although I stopped playing Final Fantasy I still browse the forums occasionally, you're artwork is simply stunning, I love every single piece. |
Author: | Jimbean [ Tue Sep 05, 2006 9:03 am ] |
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Thanks so much for the kind words cynic, it def. means a lot to me that my work could reach people and even inspire them. /bow |
Author: | Jimbean [ Tue Oct 17, 2006 5:29 pm ] |
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metal heart, you're not worth a thing. |
Author: | Parade [ Tue Oct 17, 2006 5:39 pm ] |
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so crazy |
Author: | Jimbean [ Tue Oct 17, 2006 6:18 pm ] |
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here's some more for you scoprio revenge of the sad drunken cowboy badluck 13 monsters are coming |
Author: | Parade [ Tue Oct 17, 2006 6:24 pm ] |
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omg that first one is ADORABLE haha |
Author: | Jimbean [ Tue Oct 17, 2006 6:27 pm ] |
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:D lol |
Author: | Sefier [ Tue Oct 17, 2006 8:40 pm ] |
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your Graffitti is fucking HOT,but im not really a fan of your "style" of actual images,i think there all themed around the same kind of things,imo your drawings are kinda repetitive. (Dont take it offensively but yeah if you post drawings your gonna be criticised,hope i wasnt to hard) |
Author: | Jimbean [ Tue Oct 17, 2006 9:23 pm ] |
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nah it's cool man, i understand. I do use the same themes over and again, but those are mostly the only things i'm interested in drawing lol |
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